Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back and maybe, we have to let go of who we WERE in order to become who we WILL be... Carrie Bradshaw "Sex And The City"

What if you are oblivious to who or what you will become?
What if fear of failure of some other unknown crippling force determines your value of self?

Allowing yourself to release hidden traits of the personality can be a painful and daunting task-----releasing aspects of your personality that prevent success or the spirit of goodness and fortune to enter your life is for the couragous.

This is what holds me back---these are a few of the forever hidden adjectives that prevent my ultimate success:

• low self esteem -- my constant struggle--I compensate so much of myself--I just wish I could see what others see.
• insecurity -- I've never been validated---I don't trust my own validation of ME.
• infidelitous -- my new word---it compensates for my struggle with commitment. **there, I said it**
• success phobia -- it's the general term that comes from feeling just "average" --no better, no worse--this spills into every aspect of my being---I hate it---I just can't get past it.
• un-organized -- in thoughts and in life. It prevents my normalcy.
• nervous -- I hold on to things---TIGHT--it calms me.

This is what keeps me from finding peace. This is what keeps me spinning. The world has to keep turning and so do I---despite my flaws. THIS IS WHO I AM---for now.

Who will I be as a result of all of this----

A SURVIVOR!!

Peace,

Daquan