Dang, it's been that long since I posted...Ok I will make it a point to post at least once a week!

Comfort.
Comforting words, actions, and feelings.
How long has it been since I felt that? You never miss what you don't have but every now and again something happens or someone says something to make one remember those missed feelings of security.

I'm feelin "left out" of that world right about now. I'm so focused on other things, that I'm neglecting my own pampering. But that means letting someone in right? That means a wall or barrior must come down right? That means allowing someone to touch my heart and enter my mind. Am I ready for that? Better yet, is HE ready for that??

The contents of my soul are sacred. Just as sacred as my bedroom. If I allow this stranger to look into my soul, will he appreciate what he discovers? Will it intrigue him and perpetuate intimate questioning? Will he be ready for my answers?

It's so easy to be vulerable, especially when your personality is that of a giving nature. But needs are just that. Needs. Wants. Desires.

I've come to a realization that comforting words and gestures can't weaken the heart. They can open the heart for many new and wonderful feelings.

Soon, I will allow myself to get to that point.

Imagine it...and hopefully live in it.

Peace,
Daquan